| Life has been so rough on me. If anyone cares then just google my full name, Randall Surmanek. I beat the odds against it but still, Of anyone in my family, i'm certainly the black sheep now if I wasn't before. I've soured my name. What good company could look past the shit that I've been involved in now that my name made newspapers because of something like that. I need certain old friends back. They know who they are but they don't have any heart for me anymore and probably never will again. There are only a few people in this world I could feel comfortable talking with sincerely at this point in my life. My desired superhero power would be time travel. I know I wouldn't fuck up the space time continuum because I would just change one thing about my past, one day. 4/14/04. It's the day I went down the wrong path for my heart and soul. |
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| My back hurts! I did alot of yard work for my grandparents yesterday and I think I've thrown my back out. Motrin rocks though! Aside from that, just busy looking for a real job. Playing Guild Wars: Nightfall which is a really good game that you do have to buy but the subscription is free. Which is odd for a MMORPG but it's very unique and different from other online RPGs. Im such a geek lol. I bought these programming books, spent like 100 dollars all together and they don't even come with the program that you need to start programming with! So to get Microsoft .net SDK i need like another 180 dollars. Bah, I might have to work at the detail shop but I know I'm not in shape enough for that so what do I do?!?!? |
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| It's been a while since I've posted. This is mainly due to the fact that my internet is down. It's tough not having the internet up at home I can't really play any of the games that I normally enjoy. I'm at the library right now. So what's new with me? Earlier this month I started college and I'm really liking it already. I'm going for Computer Science. What sucks is that I can't take any computer courses untill I finish this math course. Other than that I'm feeling alot better than I was a few months ago. Life is good now. It's good to feel like I'm actually doing something with my life. I'm going to try and get a part time job here at the new library since they need people. Best wishes to everybody (like anyone reads this anymore lol). |
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| Yeah that lasted about 10 hours and I smoked again. I'm pathetic and I do indeed hate myself. |
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